what happiness, no happiness.
screw happiness.

she annoys everybody.
oh i seriously am at loss for words.

N, 8:37 PM



everything is so bloody fucked up
@$(%$#%&@##
i seriously dont know what's up with my right eye,
and i was so bloody embarassed at the busstop just now.
then i have like 3 tests tmr
none of which i even flipped to study.
and i better wake up earlier tmr
to catch the 6.40 bus because the 6.50 bus will eventually
come at 7.05 anyway. wtf?!
and then the same grp of us will be late again.

and i'll eating lesser nowadays,
but idk i'm still blowing up like nobody's business
and oh there's recuits tmr and i cant go
and sat becs and sec 3s arent going for band,
and oops i forgot, there're like fricking auditions in march which
i think imma flunk but you see it doesnt really matter,

since i dont even know where are you tonight.
i wanna call and cry to you.
but no, you're not mine to keep.
i want to blow up and yell and just let loose.
i know you'd allow me to do that,
and then you'll bring me back again, safely
only you have that magic technique.
):

the only good thing today was
maths class was kinda enjoyable.
mrs t is quite nice.
she gave us kitkat and like sweets to get through the class.
tushira calls it incentives.
anyhow, i somehow got vectors.
i am going to do well. ):

N, 9:38 PM



We all know it's impossible,
but hell, it's also impossible to not enjoy
everything that comes out of it.
i get so smitten, always.

yesterday,








































































goood times. :D

i'm loving this bit of the night right now,
i dont really care i have 2 math assignments,
that's due tmr.

N, 11:20 PM



i <3 johnny depp (:
although he looked so hideous in edward scissorhands
heh.

ohno, 4 hours of sectionals.
look i dont even wanna talk about it ):
this week sucks so badly .
and i didnt know puke was an informal word.

c&f c&f here we come :DDD

N, 7:33 PM



I'm doing one dedication after another
ohwells.

Dear Mossy,


N, 10:03 PM


; emili` (: > romantic overtures with NOELLE says:
yay!
she's got her jaws now, locked down in a smile. says:
dont need caps!
she's got her jaws now, locked down in a smile. says:
hahahah but it's okay!

where are youuu.
i misss youu
alot alot alot alot )):

who's gonna take me so high

N, 5:45 PM



jia gei wo !!
wooooooooo.
adriano's really cute!
he got in! (:
but that ite guy looks good in YELLOW.
so the YELLOW shirt gets the credit. (:

i just lost 5 bucks to mossy ):
imma be a shitass and not pay up.

some friends of his i spotted.
so the rest of my bus ride i was dreaming.
<3

N, 9:46 PM



Dear Alyssa,

haha this looks uber formal, but i dont really care.
i know for sure, moping ard wont change the fact
that you've been transferred down, or the fact that
it came so suddenly and you were left with no choice.
but do know dear, it hurts for the people around you
to see you or rather, hear you being so down.
i'll never understand what you're going through,
but you know, i'll do anything to make you feel better.
you have one year odd to go still,
do try to keep your chin up and do what's expected of you.
you're already feeling disappointed with what has happened,
dont make others feel disappointed in you too.
omg im being so naggy its funny.
just bear in mind, no matter how far i am away from you,
no matter how busy we both are,
i want you to know that i care,
and i simply dont wanna see you sad.
(:

N, 9:18 PM


charlene's lolly is tastefully hugeeeee!
you'll never come to realising it's size until
you put the whole thing into your mouth.
haha.
mossy's ignoring me in msn ):

N, 3:02 PM



fairy. )):

cant wait for saturday
and sunday.
but that's like one more week to go.
and before that i have to get through
so many many tests.
like math on thurs, i think there's more
forgot. hehe

i've been craving for steamboat since urm, last year!
and they deprived me of it during cny.
so jea! be honoured you're sharing my crave with mee. (:
i cant wait leh, seriously
i loveee steamboats.
oh i went to pooo at home jea,
happy now!

woooooo and pleasepleaseplease
make my mommy sponsor me for my ____
cause sat's gonna be so much fun :D

N, 10:13 PM



all i need is an update ):
it's been a good one looooooooooooooonnnnnnnnggggggg month )):
and we have 5 more to go ))):

charlene tan by the time you read this,
idk what has happened,
but youre DAMN KS ah!
my sim is down and i cant reply you!
oh i think i forgot to tell you that.
HAHA
ok mybad!

N, 11:38 PM



i'm really angry at the campus superstar last guy contestant tonight!
he totally insulted MY derrick hoh. heh
he really idolizes him is it, first it was wearing derrick's jacket,
then it was singing his favourite song!
the song he sang twice, and even cried in the revival round! )))):

he just happily broke his voice and went out of tune.
like stop the whole derrick hoh thing ah.
oh btw, i just realised i joined the thing one day after him!
i know i know, pure fate !
and derrick says feel free to PM him.
woooohoooooo.













this guy really rocks
<3333333!

N, 9:28 PM



HAHA.
they are really funny.
shld i watch drumline or shld i sleep
yawn.

N, 11:27 PM



this just in.
there was this clip on dont kill sharks for their sharks fin thing,
then my dad was like,
" there's so many rich people who loves it so much,
it's impossible for this campaign to be successful.
how come nobody is launching anything to promote not to eat pig's liver?
CHEAP WHAT!"

and then the clip on i not stupid too came out,
then my dad asked if i watched it.
i said yes and he was exclaimed,
'' why never bring me go! ''
omg la.
and now, he's being annonying cause
he keeps staring at what i'm doing,
he's really drunk.
ok now he's singing.
haha.

N, 11:31 PM




it's been a good 2 months
i really missed the 4 damn days we spent together,
rebecca, joan, alyssa, denise.
you guys rock (:

from the first night alyssa kept whining her phone doesnt have any reception,
and when everybody went god-knows-where to eat,
we were so proud of ourselves when we went to that high class place,
to the second day when you guys were so proud because we woke up later,
to the third night where we were overwhelmed with joy with the results we've got,
to the fourth night when we performed the very disastrous hunchback,
it was fantabulous.
love you four :DD


sttupid tan sukkian is not replying me!
i know they're partying but HELLO!
she can forget about me going with her tmr if she dont sms me by tonight,
ok i was kidding, i want to see adriano.
HAHA


fuck, i wished all those changes had never taken place,
it only dawned on me yesterday.
i miss her quite alot,
dont ask me, i surprised myself.


N, 11:07 PM



toad gave me a yellow rubber band,
we went buying pens ytd, and i instinctively took yellow
i was told i'll be getting something yellow from toad
on valentine's day.
i only eat yellow fox's sweets and when i get sick of them,
i take the closest colour ;
(which i think is green, cause there was no blue, and the orange stink.)
the addiction wont stop.

N, 6:29 PM



oh no, it's 10.
toad came home with me then we town earlier on,
then we developed a picture we took at kodak.
it's quite a cooool machine!
now we have a nice nice glossy photograph of both of us!

saw boon with nicole!
goodluck for tomorrow okay!
(:
oh and i saw the tiramisu woman,
you know the bad psycho one, the one whose mom died.
i know i have something on tmr and on sat.
i just cant rmr what is it!

i hope the same dreams haunt me again tonight.
it was good while it lasted.

N, 10:03 PM

sac camp! love them both AS MUCH mossy. (:

N, 10:45 PM


i finally found out what's that spastic alarm thing downstairs my house
that never fails to ring every minute of the day!
it's that cisco alarm bell at the atm -.-
everybody thought there were cars stolen every night luh.
it turned out to be that retarded machine.
then just now in the bus, this woman was telling her kid in chinese,

na ge dong si mei tian dou zai jiao,
yi zhi jiao, zhen tian jiao.
hahahahahahahahha.

ohbtw,
that day in chinese, lao shi was like saying to me and mossy and nat,
ni men yao shou hua, bu yao zai wo jiang hua de shi huo shou!
then nat said, but youre always talking then how we talk?
hahahahah it's really funny!

ohoh,then during sac, alot of them said toad's actually quite smart,
so when we went out that night,
she was like, so i'm really smart?
but that's not really funny.
ha

now, life's all about reminiscing no?
my mom's so nice she's scaring me.
but that's quite fine,
i'll have like more than a dozen prawns to myself tonight,
so thats urm, really good!

N, 5:51 PM


as much as i would love to complain and whine and get angry,
i shall do it all tomorrow.
bloody hist essay took me a good 2 hours to complete.
surprising un's quite intriguing.
the sessions' reportings were just too wordy though.
bah.
i'm sorry becs for not going today,
i was REALLY exhausted.
i think i've already hit rock bottom for the week.
no saturday hasnt arrived yet, so wth was i thinking.
oh there's prac tmr.
so i havent really hit rock bottom yet.
be my escape, anyone?

N, 12:50 AM



i like today.
simply because ....
((:


talking to you always cheers me up,
always.
sukkian thinks that adriano guy is cute too.
i think hes rather short. but cute!

N, 11:26 PM



omgomgomg.
my night's crashing down on me!
i have a freaking accts test tmr, and obviously i dont rmr a thing.
then i havent done her stupid and bloody difficult homework,
what's more!
there's like band assembly in the morning,
band till SIX-THIRTY pm after school,
and wow! what have we left out?
i'm receiving my f&n o level question!
and whoops, i forgot,
i still have to do research on erm, OMEGA 3 & 6?!

N, 8:32 PM



funny show but i teared buckets as well.
mmhmm.
no jos, i think shawn lee's better.
yall are so biased!
actually that little jerry guy is cute too!
like adorable cute. just check out those ears !
he made me tear when he said he stole money to buy an hour of his dad's time. ))):

wah my calves are aching, but i cant wait for rugby!
oh talking to jos never fails to make my day!
harmless gossipping. (;
ok bye!

N, 10:02 PM

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